There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
Dear Blogger,
I don't understand my relationship with Asik. It's going downhill. I just feel like letting go but i can't. Just like the quote above "There's a million reasons why I should give you up, But the heart wants what it wants" We're like two different people. I don't think i can handle this anymore. I don't want this Asik. I don't want this anymore. Everyhing that meant so much to me is gone. There is no love anymore. But why can't i let go? Why am i holding on to something that's so unsure. I feel like i'm the only person fighting for this relationship. He does ot care anymore about me about us and I HATE THAT. Why is everything so hard? I don't understand how people manage to have a long-lasting relationship not just that but how an marriage happen if people always get bored and change and walk away. I miss him so much. I don't know what else to say. I just wish he'd understand how i'm feeling. The pain i've been hiding for so long right now cause if this continues i won't be the old happy me again. I'll be depressed this whole 2015...
I feel the emotion and pain Selena potrayed in this gif :(
xoxo
evaanerd
