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Friday, 26 December 2014 ♥

First Love

Dear Blogger,

I've been with asik for more than 10 months and still counting but there's a lot going on between us. He has changed and i'm not liking the new him. His not like the guy i felled in love with. Is it time i let go? I wish i could but my feelings for him are so strong. I can't just let go. We've been through a lot of stuff together. I felt so comfortable with him. I've never have feelings like this towards someone before. Brendan, Odenk or anyone never gave me this feeling. I don't want anyone than him. It's funny cause he is not rich , not that handsome but the heart wants what it wants i guess? hmmm I wish everything was like before again. I really do because how can you forget someone that gives you so much to remember? He used to promise me that i'll be his forever but this don't seem like forever. God, i wish he change to his old self :( I'll give it a shot but if things are still the same then i should let go. But you don't give up on the people you love so i'm fighing for this to last. Please pray for me...