Dear Blogger,
As you all can see 2015 is coming and its a new year and new me. Lol i said this every year but i never change. Well, I'm serious this time. 2014 was the most unexpected year. First off, i actually have a boyfriend and its getting serious. Next, my parents divorce. Theres a lot i need to change next year so just like everyone else i have a resolution.
1-STOP BEING SHY
Im having trouble socializing. I'm shy but i'm not anti-social. I just don't know what to talk about. STRESS! I'm always awkward when im in a place full of people. I can't get a long with my boyfriend's friends because im too shy. I can't even make new friends. But nexy year is going to change. *I hope
2-FOLLOW YOUR SCHEDUALE
Im always procrastinaing and i should stop it. I need to set up my own rules and follow them.
3-RESPECT YOUR PARENTS
Ever since the divorce, i realize i'm being rude to my mother. like shouting back. I guess i'm angry that's why i'm taking it out on her because my father is not here. She works hard on raising us so i need to respec her.
4-UPGRADE MYSELF
Who am i now, is ugly and thats's going to change nex year. I need to be upgraded in beauty, style and body. I compare myself to popular girls like Balqish Karishma. My self-esteem when down when i saw her cause she's beautiful like a barbie doll and i'm just a potato.
5-STOP IMAGINING
They say its good to have high imagination but i should stop it. stop expecting too much and focus on reality.
6-STUDY HARD
this is it. main goal i have to get 9A+ at SPM. This is my last shot to prove that i can be better than my sister. My only last chance to get a straight A in a big examination. It sounds impossible but i gotta try my best to be the best.
That's all for now wish me luck for this resolution to come true. i'll update soon :*
xoxo,
evaanerd
